Praying

I haven't been able to sleep very good in the last few days. I feel tired and really sleepy. I thought that it was because of my thyroid levels; after the surgery on October 15th I was feeling ok, not great but doing good, except a few weeks ago. I got results from some blood work and my levels are fine. The endocrinologist did change the prescription a little bit because for the radiation next month the levels need to be a little high. The good news is that is not for the thyroid levels, they're fine.

As I talked to Craig, he told me that I've been sleeping too much and we started talking about it because it must be for a reason. If it's not the thyroid, it has to be for something else. After Craig listened to me for a while he said to me: "You haven't been praying"-"Yes I have"-I answered right away and then Craig told me "You haven't been praying the way you used to. I can see the difference". Since when does praying or not praying makes a different in my life? I am not sure because no one ever before confronted me with such a great truth. He was right. Unbelievable! I was not spending as much time with God as I used to and I didn't even realize what was going on. I was asking myself whether I was upset with God or not and during the last nights I've had dreams that I am talking to the LORD but woke up rebuking Satan. This may not make sense to you, well, it doesn't make sense to me at all.

Maybe God wants to spend more time with me that in my dreams all that I do is to talk to Him and maybe the enemy is trying to take me away from His presence that I woke up rebuking him. I am not sure about the reason but I am totally sure that I need to go back to spending my time as much as possible with my Savior and LORD.

1 Thessalonians 5:16 says: "pray continually" and that's why I have to do. I need to go back and pray as my husband said..."The way I used to"

Thank you LORD for never leaving me and for such a great man you gave me for a husband who is not afraid of telling me the truth. May you forgive me!