Nobody loves you as I do

During breakfast this morning, I was asking my husband to spell roller coaster for me and he did; that was the title I was going to use for the new blog I was thinking about, but God changed my mind this afternoon when He showed me a scene of my life that happened like 10 years ago. I was back in high school and from those who don't know, I went to a Catholic school where some of the teachers we had were nuns and I especially remember one; sister Gloria, as we were taught to call her. She was SO sweet, always caring and loving and she invited me to be a member of her leaders group; our mission was to help other students younger than us and draw them some how close to God, teach them what we would learn on our extra classes with her or conferences where she would take us. One of those conferences was in one big salon at the high school building, there were some students inlcuding me that night. I don't remember what the conference was about but I do remember listening to the song "Nobody loves you as I do"; I cryed and felt touched by God back in those days with those words and so, I did today.

During my high school years I didn't feel loved; I had a lot of troubles at home, never felt pretty and my classmates didn't help that much, except like three. My family wasn't reach and I felt like some of the people that went to that school made fun of me, and on top of that, I wasn't nice, not even a little bit, except with those few I liked. When I heard that song I felt that there was some one caring for me, I felt for the very first moment that God loved me!!! You need to remember I was like 15 or 16 years old and by that age when you don't feel love, life started to lose sense.
I know today that God still loves me and it was So precious to hear that song again, while I am walking through a hard time in my life; just as I felt ten years ago, I was feeling a few days ago; I was feeling my friends are too busy or far away, it seemed like everybody forgot about me, but how true it is that there is people out there who care for us even though sometimes we don't hear from them.

I was listening this morning another Spanish song called "I will worship you my Lord Jesus" on youtube and you probably know that when you play a video, there are more links to the right side of your screen for some other songs; after I finished listening and singing (which I love doing at home or church) I read on the right side of my screen what I used as title for this blog; "Nobody loves you as I do". I couldn't believe it was there. I wasn't looking for it, haven't think about it in a while and didn't know who the singer was, but it was there. As I heard this song again, I closed my eyes and started crying on God's presence. I am going to translate as much as possible of it, so you can read today what the Lord wanted me to hear and remember. The song is a message from Jesus and goes like this...

How long I have waited for this moment, how long I have waited for you to be on your knees, how long I have waited for you to talk to me, how long I have waited for you to come to me. I know exactly what you've been through, I know exactly why you have cryed for, I know exactly how much you have suffered because I've been there with you and still am. Becasue nobody loves you as I do, no one loves you as I do, look at the cross, that's the greater proof of my love, nobody loves you as I do. Because nobody loves you as I do, no one loves you as I do, look at the cross, it was for you, because I love you, nobody loves you as I do. I know exactly what you say, even sometimes you don't talk to me, I know exactly what you feel, even though you never share it with me, I have walked by your side, I have always been with you, sometimes I have carried you, I've been your best friend!

How precious is the Love of our Saviour that never fails, how awesome the ways He uses to remind us of how much He loves and cares for us!
Did you know that Psalm 136, only that Psalm tell us 26 times that God's love endures forever? Isn't that amazing?