I am weak, but He is strong

I don't really know how to start this blog. I am feeling weak and sad today; for some reason my heart is broken, a reason that I am not going to write here, and in top of that tomorrow Craig has another ERCP; another day at the hospital and we are just hoping that he won't need to stay longer, that we will be able to come home tomorrow at night. I feel like I need to believe what Abraham told his servants when he was going to Moriah; "We will worship and then we will come back to you" (Genesis 22:5). I REALLY want to go to the hospital tomorrow, worship God and come back home with my husband, but I don't know what could happen. I guess my faith is nothing compare with Abraham and I just wonder how Abraham knew that-Maybe because of the LORD's promises (Genesis: 17:19)-I said to myself. So I start looking at God's promises I found that I am not alone and I may feel weak, yet He is strong, He is my strength and some promises that He made me, have not been fulfill yet, and in my weakness I believe that whatever come out of His mouth, doesn't go back empty (Isaiah 55:11)

I'm trying to focus in who God is, I'm telling myself that He walks by my side and while I hope for people that I love to tell me that it will be ok, that they are far away but sending me hugs and support, I keep asking myself why don't they? Especially today, people that aren't close to me told me that they are praying, asking what can they do, sending hugs and cards with words of God's inspiration that make me feel the love of my Heavenly Father.

What a great lesson...It's never being the way I want. The LORD has an amazing way to surprise me and at the same time, I feel that He is telling me; "Only me" "I am here" "I will always be" Then I think for a second...why Lord? Why in this situations my friends are cold? and He answers: "Because only this way, you can feel my warmest hug" I thank you Father for your answer, I needed that. Thanks to all of those across the country that are praying for us, I thank you for all of those who are blessing my sister's baby and I thank you because of who you are... "The prince of peace, the son of man, the lamb of God, the great I AM. You are the Alpha and the Omega,my God and my Savior, you are Jesus Christ, my Lord!

I am not sure what tomorrow will bring, but I am sure that God is by our side, we are not fighting this by ourselves, our King of Kings is walking with us and fighting for and with us.

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness" (2 Corinthians 12:9) -Said the LORD and I can be weak but I know that HE is strong!